"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was."
We do not possess anything in this world, least of all other people or our past once it's gone. We only imagine that we do. Our friends, our lovers, our spouses, even one day with our children who are not ours; they all belong only to themselves. Moments in time are only memories with the good and bad that can never be repeated. Possessive and controlling friendships and relationships can be as harmful as neglect. They leave a lasting impression and help us realize who we need to surround ourselves with in the future to come. Restraining ourselves from hurting one another is a constant battle that we'll lose every day. We are who we are. It's a matter of finding the right match that won't damage us entirely. I have countless memories of scenarios both active and reactive with loved ones. I am sorry for only the ill feelings that were caused.
I have been told to be hurtful and insensitive to other people's feelings and have experienced that pain. I am sorry for that. I have made terrible mistakes and caused bad lasting impressions on others and have experienced all in the same. I am sorry for that. I have personally become weak to the knees at points in time with the struggle to eliminate people in my life that aren't positive and I have watched my friends struggle with me. I am sorry for that. I have feared, loved, and moved on to a better place in my life; leaving bad memories behind. I am not sorry for that.
I am sorry that I can't take you with me. The past. Sorry that that you are no where near welcome near my future.
"The Past; I have loved you, set you free. And know you won't come back. You were never mine."
Mk.
