a TRUE friend's response...
if it is meant to be, it will be. the real saying is 'let go and let God." letting go without God is impossible, you will fail every time. this is exactly what I have been referring to, when I tell you ' you need God' more then ever. also, something that is right or good for you will not be difficult, your hesitant for a reason. anyway let go is the right thing, & let God...he will guide you, his will is stronger than yours will ever be. this is from my heart and this is what i know. i'm walking down this same path, I know i need Him too. -fm